This is a necessity to my emotional well being and creative soul. I must continue to type/write down my fleeting over tired thoughts in between nappy changing and breastfeeds.
I need to feed him...............................
Daddy says booby, now Jonah wants bloody booby!......
Oh false alarm!
So welcome to my performance script, as I document my new role as a mother/ parent.
I am a year in and I think generally I'm doing quite well... Well he is still alive and happy so thats a good measure!! I am hoping that if I keep writing/typing that something good will come from it. A little kernel of creative genius amongst the interrupted rambles.
I also hope that by writing this down I shall remain rooted in creative flow.
I am constantly trying to keep a balance between my creativity and family life. Or actually trying to integrate the two so rather than seeing my creativity as a separate thing, motherhood becomes the creative thing!
Obviously the thing I REALLY wanted to say has completely escaped my brain but this will have to do!